Archive for February, 2005

sharing…..


…..by way of electricity.

i like things, you like things.
i have added a new element to this here blog.
links to things that make me happy and feed my brain.
i hope you discover something new.
february is still with us……
enjoy.
xMAdMx
(the new sound addition is a loop of an experimental 4-track piece.
i made it years ago. it is called “firecrasher”)

a heart full of….

hope and blood.

what the heck is Valentines Day anyway?
…. and what about that mystery?

LOVE:

Unconditional.
The love that every baby that is born should be granted.
The love a good mother can’t help but provide, it is her instinct, her gut, her truth.
Nurturing and accepting.
Love over flowing with forgiveness.
Too often a child is denied that love, and that child grows up longing and looking for it.
May they find it through friends, and romantic love…..

Friend.
The kind of love that exists between good friends is one of the most precious of them all.
FUN!!! It is light, and often effortless.
Non judgmental, supportive and we want the best for that person,
without taking it personally if they fail.
We accept each other for who we are, cheering each other on,
and letting each other fall when we must, and helping each other back up.
Friends, are our true life companions.

Sibling.
Somewhere in between unconditional and friend. what a joy!

Romantic Love.
The one with unjust pressure.
The expectations of a soul mate and the ecstasy of romance,
as well as the completion of your other half.
That makes it difficult to be the imperfect humans we are.
(Especially the “other half” bit;
We are born alone onto this earth, and we must be happy like that.
Willing to take responsibility for everything to make ourselves happy and fulfilled!)
May we consider every love, of any kind that comes into our life, as a BONUS!
If you are fortunate to find that magic with someone;
the chemistry, the timing, the place, the unexplainable,
then you must be willing to work your ass off to keep it.
The little things, the big things, we owe it our hard work. Don’t give up!!!!
This is when the lesson of unconditional love comes in.
The most crucial thing is;
we must love and accept each other for our worst qualities as well as our best.
We must be willing to admit to our weak sides, and WANT to change them……
and try to, with the nonjudgmental support of our partners romantic, unconditional love and friendship.
At it’s best, it is all forms of love rapped up in one union.

Happy February 14th 2005!
Let’s make it a celebration of ALL FORMS of love!

xMAdMx

oh, life is…

a bowl of wonders.

it is amazing to try and fathom the evolution, growth, progression, digression and change this little planet has gone through.

let alone our tiny human existence.

our lives are but a blink of an eye in the big picture,

but we will always be a part of this planet.

in spirit and ashes.

it is really important to not be afraid, and to accept everything.

hard to do, but necessary for us to enjoy our sweet life.

i have spent a few too many days alone,

and i am talking in the fluffy silly abstract to cyber ears.

i simply felt it was time for an update!

the plumbing is fixed!!!

back in my home, and back to work,

i had a break through song day.

me, my bass and gibson sg,

came up with something that put a huge smile on my face,

tear in my eye and jump in my foot.

really, i am very happy today.

on my sweet 10 year old 4-track recorder i made a sketch of the song.

even in it’s smallness i can hear it big and complete. happy happy.

there are many other sketches from this week, but this one is special

i have to say, this cyber communication is rather strange.

it is all so new to our social dynamic,

first there were cell phones and faxes,

now there is talking to strangers over wires and glowing screens.

we evolve with technology, so somehow this makes sense.

i know i sound like a nerdy grandma musing over this, but it is weird.

this journal is an experiment to me,

as i blab to you,

i am trying to incorporate the cyber world into my real world.

i will find the connection eventually,

in the mean time i will tell little stories.

i see that you have been visiting,

and reading this little window into my times.

our life reflects other lives.

we are mirrors for each other.

in watching others, we see ourselves.

that’s why we all love music so much.

thank you for visiting.

i am happy to see the visitors from far away countries!

so amazing, that we connect here…

and some of you have never seen snow!!!!

crazy, i have had so much snow in my life.

the snow salutes you,

and i like life.

xMAdMx